He finally did it. He fucking hit me.

We were waiting in line so I can pay for my tuition and my brother was being a dick like usual. When we are alone its all fun and games but when there is an audience (my dad) he has to put me down at every chance. Maybe to make himself look good for someone who hasn't had a job in 3 years and takes whatever money he can and belives the universe will end if he wasn't bumming off our mom making living hard on her. So in line he was talking his little bull shit trying to be funny at my expence. "Worst that happenes we sit in this line for 5 min cause Kyle's a dumbass" and "are you sure he even passed his last classes?" Yeah, with all fucking A's dick! Even psychology, I was surprised I got an A. WOOT!

So I told him shut the fuck up, i'm tired of your stupid shit. To be honest I wanted to punch him. So I made some taps on his chest repeating all the shit he was giving me. He just looked at me and cheepshoted me in the side of my ribs. My dad was shoked. So when I got my breath, I went for his face. He (sadly) diverted it and grabed my arm, almost causing me to knock into the woman bejind us. The woman was schoked. So my dad yelled and I got the fuck out of there before anyone noticed who I was.

I left without paying or getting my books. When ever my brother shows up, I'm going to have to talk to him. I contoll my anger real well, but when he starts irritating me, It's like I just want to rip his head off.

I finaly got some free time to write. I've had some free time but that consist of me catching up on my soaps... not really. I have been busy tho. I moved, got a job and am having a baby.

lmao. that scared me. No, no baby. I got a job tutoring people for graphic design at the college center but the sucky thing is it's not full of hot chicks... they always need math help... come to think of it the math tutors are also girls... and all asian I have noticed. lol. No one ever realy NEEDS my help. I had one person ask me the best way to draw the threads for a screw in 3D... one guy asked why all computers don't have music video libraries, another needed help to register on a CAD sight and didn't speak english, and one guy who was applying for a job. Pretty boring but I guess I can't complain, I sit around most the time reading Cracked articles, waiting for someone to accually need my help. Some high school has students on a hunt all around campus asking questions about the school. One is how much tutoring cost.. which is free.. but i get to mess with them and say I cost about a $1000 a day. Some accually reluctantly start writing that down. Was I ever that gullable?

But yeah, i'm only part-time so the hours I work a week are 7. 2 hours Tue. Thr. and 3 on Fri. Straight after I go to class. Which sucks because I stay there from 9:30 to 8pm. I got a break last Thursday for 30 min cause my class let out eairly so i donated blood. That wasn't a good idea cause i hadn't weighed myself in months and I think I'm under weight. So after one unit I started feingting like a bitch. lol

I got home, ate, sat to watch tv and my brother, who does nothing all day, felt like my day wasn't full enough and started yelling at me that I had to clean a toilet. Fucking ass hole hasn't worked in years, makes no money, has had his bills and rent paid for by my mom, and can't even take the time out of his busy tv scedual to clean a fucking toilet? I only had 2 fucking hours to myself before I had to go to sleep for work on Friday. He does this all the time. I get home and he ask me whats for dinner, tries to pin it on me that I never cook. Damn right! I don't cook anymore, and I used to love cooking, but now I don't have time, and mutherfucker right here has all the time in the world.

blah... i don't wana sleep angry...

The new house is nice. Slightly bigger room. It needs some repairs. The first day we walked in there were spaghetti stains everywhere. If your a parent with 3 kids, spaghetti is hereby baned from your houshold. I declare this law, right now....

Nothing else is new. I spend my free time packing the truck and taking loads from the old house to the new one. Theres still the feeling i get that my family can't do a damn thing without me. My mom and brother wanted to get up eairly but they have been drinking so I'm going to enjoy some relaxation time tonight, and wile they recover tomarrow. Time to catchup on my soaps.

Holy blogings Batman, its a xanga update.

yeah thats not happening....